God, im reali tired...

i were very upset n desperated these few weeks...

and i'm almost lost my faith to you, GOd...

please forgive me tat i ever blaming...

i noe sumthg is trying to take me away frm u..

i were being tempted to b lonely...

my frens leaving me 1 by another..

hence,my fren circle is getting smaller n smaller...

it makes me lonely n struggling alone..

i'm pretty stress of it...

n yet...my exam is cuming..

since i didnt seek for God,
nobody noes wads goin on...

so im greatly pressured...

till now...

i'm still refused to seek God..

bcz i failed His test during my muet exam..

i'm lost...

i'm tired with hw im living...

there're many WHY in my life..

my road is full of rocks...

LIFE IS NOT EASY

i dunno hw i've passed them throughout these years..

i wish i cud lik my friends....

wad i've went thru, wad i've faced, wad had happened to me..

are totally opposite to wad my friends have faced in their lifes...

our life are jz lik in the mirror...

well...

it reminds me that..wad God has done to me are out of my mind...

He's trying to strengthen me up spiritually...

but its tough...tough...

so i'm dying for it right now!!!
i noe God will not throwing rocks which are bigger than my road..

thanks GOd...

i feel better now..
hahahahahahahahahaha...

i jz wanna remind myself that God loves me

I shud love Him more than others..